Saturday, June 18, 2011

y am i feeling upset everyday? its frustrating.

I want to go Taiwan fa zhan.
then i dont have to fret over silly stuff everyday
and i can do my favourite thing.
SING!!!
i wish i could just sing everyday freely
as and when i like.

but i guess being out there alone,
i would eventually still miss everyone at home.
though im doing what i love.
my family and frens..
sigh.
but i would really love to leave this country and go to a place whr i belong...
now im just a confused and not really doing what i want de girl :/
who is constantly worrying abt rs stuff.
Really dont understand what is so difficult in what im asking from u.
everyone can do that cept u.
u keep brking my heart again n again.
u ask me what u should do so tht can i gain back tht trust
previously, i know what to do.
now i just totally give up on what i should tell u le.
zen me ban?
can somebody tell me what i should do to stop thinking abt you and ur nonsense?
can u stop hurting me?
why do u have to hurt me?
mayb that love is not strong enough for u to want to protect me.