Talked it out already.
Everything seems like they are back to normal.
But then how come i still get the feeling that this problem is not going to go away?
hmm...
im so tired of all these already.
Normally my way of doing things would be just to stop everything though i loved the guy.
so,,, i have NO IDEA at all why u got a second chance.
True, its hard to trust u again.
And im going to give it a shot again.
BUT! this is going to be the last time.
You are seriously a great guy to me.
Mayb u are a great guy to everybody.
and probably thats y there is this problem.
think ur heart is not hard enough for u to make a decision that might be good for all of us.
But it is time to make that right decision le.
I'm not threatening you.. but there are only two endings that i can see.
1. Make the right desicion for us, though u might hurt abit now(but i dont see y u should cos u should have put down that r/s alrd before u entered another). but everybody moves on. Happy Ending.
2. Lose me, and, i duno,mayb u get back with her anddd.... yup. you're back to square one. Back to the past where u tried getting away from a long time ago.
I'd hate to lose you. but i have no choice. Now its all up to u, what u want.
and what im going to do now, is to trust u again.
Something that i have lost at the start, gained back and lost again.
It's really hard. So pls, once ive gained back, dont go about throwing that away again ok.
cos its nvr coming back le.
I love you. but i cant take these much longer....
and then there is another thing. oh gosh. too much on my mind..
another time bahs. this thing, as i foresee, comes after this prob.
so lets get this prob out of the way first.
