Meeting him could be avoided.
sitting there at far east,
I didn't know at that time that
He would be my first experience of falling out of love,
in a terrible way.
Really broke my heart though we weren't actually together.
Made me afraid of falling hard for another again.
Cautious from then on
From a person who naively believes in Love,
to a person who believes that men are all the same..
i sure have been through some tough times,
struggling on my own.
Now that I've been through all that,
I finally understood that some Men are the same.
Though the feeling for him has faded from love, to hatred, to 'feeling-less'
He has left a wound in me,
a wound that I believe would eventually leave a scar
a scar for me to remember this lesson well..
2 heartbreaks in just that few months.
Though the second one is i suggested the breakup de,
regretted a little, but still
sweet talks to other girls while in a r/s is like a horrible crime already.
I mean, where would we be if i haven't already break up with him?
Oh god, so many bad memories of these 2, esp the first one.
Terrible. Really Horrible.
The smell...
Sigh.. brings back all those heartbreaking memories
but surprisingly, i don't actually hate that smell.. so weird.
