Monday, May 31, 2010

Sorry! really.


I saw a Loving Couple today.
They were just walking and holding hands.
But both had a blissful look in their eyes when they looked at each other.
I get envious when i see couples like that.

Why do guys i like do hurting stuff.
Making me think i am not good enough.
I just want a BF who cares and whom i have mutual feelings too.
BUT,
I've learnt from my past r/s
that its painful for both parties,
if there is only a one-sided feeling in a r/s.

To : You

So im sorry if im going to hurt you, again.
But really, i dont want history repeating itself.
It's not that i dont want to give u a chance.
Its just that i cant see us together being more than just friends.
You're a GREAT guy. seriously.
there would definitely be a girl out there just right for you.

Sigh.. im sorry i have to do this to you.
Seriously. i dont mean it.
I would get punishment for doing this.
Like getting hurt by others.
I have been through that and experienced that.
And i know that feeling kills.
Time will Heal.

Sincerely, Me.